the biggest question i have ever asked myself and everyone else i know, is why to be? there was a time [well there are still the times, when i don't want to be] when i thought that being was such a waste of time!!!! so i tried to find ways in which not to be, only to find out that the only thing is 'to be' - confusing, huh???
not much!
you can't decide to be or not to be on your own! because you are! now the question is why you are the way you are! what is the purpose? the reason behind being?
if you find the answer to this, you will be satisfied and say, 'sometimes being is good'
i have still not found out why i m? but i have stopped question my being, i just am, although i have been many things in my life, i enjoyed being all of those, but i have not found out one thing that i'll like to be for rest of my life! so the question is not to find the way to unexist - to stop being, the problem is to find out- what is that you will enjoy being!!! :)
i have been a teacher, a software engineer, a writer!!!! [well i stink at it] a poet [:P - seriously] an artist [the work look like a 5 years old :P] a gardener [my plants live though :)] and many small things, but i m not going to stick to anyone of them!
i m still looking for what i want to be when i'll finish college!!!! i might go study more!!! [no i m not going to be a software engineer or teacher - but i still want to study more] travel a bit [never done that, always have excuses] teach - in a different environment, sell a picture [oh! BTW i have done that too]
but i know, if i m - there is a reason for it! i m going to look for it, even if takes my entire life.
being 27 does not mean that i have to be sure about everything in my life by now!!!! i can be as confused as i want to be!!!
until i find out what i want to be - hv fun!
Sugandh
not much!
you can't decide to be or not to be on your own! because you are! now the question is why you are the way you are! what is the purpose? the reason behind being?
if you find the answer to this, you will be satisfied and say, 'sometimes being is good'
i have still not found out why i m? but i have stopped question my being, i just am, although i have been many things in my life, i enjoyed being all of those, but i have not found out one thing that i'll like to be for rest of my life! so the question is not to find the way to unexist - to stop being, the problem is to find out- what is that you will enjoy being!!! :)
i have been a teacher, a software engineer, a writer!!!! [well i stink at it] a poet [:P - seriously] an artist [the work look like a 5 years old :P] a gardener [my plants live though :)] and many small things, but i m not going to stick to anyone of them!
i m still looking for what i want to be when i'll finish college!!!! i might go study more!!! [no i m not going to be a software engineer or teacher - but i still want to study more] travel a bit [never done that, always have excuses] teach - in a different environment, sell a picture [oh! BTW i have done that too]
but i know, if i m - there is a reason for it! i m going to look for it, even if takes my entire life.
being 27 does not mean that i have to be sure about everything in my life by now!!!! i can be as confused as i want to be!!!
until i find out what i want to be - hv fun!
Sugandh
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