Wednesday, March 28, 2012

that - unnamed - feeling

u feel mushy inside, happy for no reason, smiling over nothing, the hardest chores feel light, and u keep smiling as if nothing is wrong, as if you don't have any problems in life - that unnamed feeling - that makes your heart giddy and make you feel like day dreaming!!

and it is futile to fight that feeling - it keep u alert, hopeful for something beautiful to happen!!!!

i have no name for that feeling - even though - right now i feel happy for no reason[ karachi is burning, i have one unfinished research, two unwritten reports, work to go to and i have to face my supervisor!]

so while everyone is sleeping, i am here writing a blog entry about that unnamed feeling and feeling energetic and happy!!!
:)

Sugandh

Sunday, March 18, 2012

right place - wrong people!

now this is outrageous! a teacher [the worst teacher, i could ever had. trust me SPM is jinxed] was teaching COCOMO today and it is a well known fact that effort is calculated in terms of man-month, and the teacher go like 'iss ko person-month kar lete hein, take kissi ko aitraz na ho' [we'll write it as person-month, so that nobody can object] and I AM THE ONLY GIRL IN THE CLASS. and i don't even make them feel it! how sick, sad, masochistic the guys are! even when i've stopped talking in the class and have stopped giving opinions because they will, simply, not be heard because they come from a girl and girls can't be good at project management or software engineering.

these guys tell me that i care for marks, well, i do care for my reputation and unfortunately in our society the reputation of the student is built or judged by their marks, on the other hand, the guys - they actually study from the point of view of the exam. 'sir aisa question aye gha?', 'sir formula yaad karein?' and what not! and they tell me that i care for marks!!!

and i despise the teacher, i don't even feel like calling him the teacher! this is not what i am paying exorbitant amount of money for! so help me God, before i explode and give everyone piece of my mind!

Sugandh

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

the colors

i associate moods with colors. i dunno if everyone does it or its only me!!! here is the description for few of my moods!

sadness

happiness

indifference is brown!

rejoice!

renewal 

sadness is gray and blue!



Sugandh

Monday, March 12, 2012

Karachi

Mausoleum of Hazrat Abdullah Shah Ghazi 


Sugandh

The Morning and other thoughts

i love monday mornings, the way i love all mornings. and i don't like reading texts that people send me all the time when the sunday ends. if you are so unhappy to be working, leave the work and sleep in late. the way you wish to, but don't condemn monday mornings for coming. every morning tells me that there is still hope to make things right, to learn, to work hard! and i love my job, despite all its short comings and tensions. the day i wont like it anymore, i'll resign and walk out - not hate it and continue doing it!


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sorting out takes time, but i'll sort it out - the thing called my life! :)

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happy - thank you - more please!

i watched that movie last night. and i find it wonderful! all the problems are solvable :P

and there is this particular song that i m listening to right now - while typing this - never be daunted! it does wonder! nice

watch the movie, if you really want to be happy! don't forget to say thank you more please!

Sugandh

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Unthinkable Things

yesterday i stood on the bench in canteen!!!!
:) sat with my knees drawn...
got my paper checked in 20 minutes after giving the paper.
said a loud that i love my adviser :P

Sugandh

Setting Up A Kitchen

The most difficult thing that i needed to do when I started living alone was set up my kitchen. Living alone happened in two phases, once wh...