The Monster That I Am...

in my Sunday class, a teacher asked us, 'what is education?' and everybody gave the answers that are readily available in books, but i said, 'education is whatever you make it! it is not a living thing to think for itself, it is a process, bend it this way or that way and it will take that shape.' everyone disagreed with it [as usual... people hardly agree with me or you may take it other way around :P] after listening to this every thought that some thing terrible must have happened to me during my earlier student years to make me think that!!! [honestly apart from going to school nothing terrible happened to me!!! :|] so they asked me to define what education did to me? and i said, 'when i went to school i realized that i was better than everyone else in my class, so that made me proud, not 'proud' proud, but 'wicked' proud.' [interesting huh!?!?!?!?!]

and recently i found myself telling some one in my class that my sole purpose of attending the Sunday class is to annoy people, to wake them up from their deep, comfortable slumber and to face the reality!!!!! [i actually think that they r mediocre and they need to change their ways and stop accepting things as they are and to start questioning things around them!!!!!!!!]

so the reason for above rambling is the ask myself and everyone who is reading this, is that i am turning into? i disagree with most of the people around me. i hold myself in the higher/lower place than other people [never at the same place as them!] and i m trying to make people think that they could do better....

i think that i am turning into a monster [why can't i just leave ppl alone?????] or i always have been a monster, i m realizing it only now!!!!

Sugandh

Amazing People - Shahan

there are very few people who will admit being obsessed with oneself and shahan would happily admit so :) and for that courage i think that he is amazing!

He has got an urge to explain himself and prove his mantle to others and that is what makes him amazing too...

he is never scared of doing things that he like and after doing the most weirdest of the things (like dressing up like a girl!!!!!) he would happily and PROUDLY admit it.

I've ever seen anyone more prepared for all the situations. he have a plan B for plan B!!!! if this will not happen, I'll do that and if that will not happen, i'll do this. Phew!!! too much for a 16 year old....

ever ready to experiment with new things and dramatizing things in the most amazing way. he is one of the best story tellers i have met.

He is amazing because he is innovative, fearful and he admits it.bound to do things that he thinks that he should do, and open to all experiences just for the sake of the experience. He represent a true "warrior of light" of Paulo Coelho.

for these and many more reasons that i can't put into words, i think that Shahan is amazing!

u can meet shahan at: http://taurish.blogspot.com/
Sugandh

Circle of life

Paulo Coelho said that sometimes you keep finding yourself int he same situation again and again and you keep thinking why again? this is because you've not learnt the desired lesson of that situation. so you keep going back to it, until you learn that lesson and that situation stop recurring.

Somewhere else i read that human beings draw circles through different things that they do. every circle represents a process that you have started and finished. some circles are big, they encompass many years of your life and some are small, but they all make the life complete and give us a sense of achievement. but sometimes a circle is left incomplete, the sharp edges keep distracting you, hurting you. You keep going back to the beginning of the circle, leaving it incomplete again! That broken circle keeps you restless and you keep encountering the beginning of circle, irritated. thinking why again? until you finish that circle, smooth the edges ... finish what you started, only then you can go ahead in your life begin another circle and be content and satisfied!!!!!

best of luckt o you all for finishing all the circles of your life :)

Sugandh

I have Questions!!!!

 When will ppl stop underestimating each other?

 When i'll not be punished for expressing my opinion????

 Why do ppl tell u to fit in when you are born to stand out????

 When we'll learn to tolerate each other?

When we'll start practicing what we preach?

 Why do ppl tell you to grow up when you indulge in small things????

 Why r ppl jealous of you just because you are smart??????

When will ppl understand who we really are?

Sugandh